What you said and im NOT !

What you said...

but im not....

hate others say me like that...

what the fuck you say and call and im not...

im disagree what you said...

i feel i become more rude and dull recently...

what you said and shut up...

don say any words that im mad ...

keep your mouth shut and don fucking the hell words infront of me...

im so endure as well now....

don make me hit you...

im not too fine with it...

you better know the next step you need to do!!

GOD bless you...~

A different study lifestyle and christmas eve T.T

i had a horrible and terrible tired week...
a totally diffirent lifestyle ...
every day need to presentation with formal ...
OMFG ! my formal shirt not enough for it...i need to buy formal shirt and my formal pants for future use...
i had my presentation last wednesday and i had a praise from lecturer ...im so happy...because this is the first time praise by lecturer in my individual section presentation...^^
this week..i had writing for mass comm presentation also..."press conferences" ...i had put alot of effort on it...and i didn't sleep just because of it...i prepared all the tools and decoration things...
is damn tired for me....shit...!! and i went to presentation without a full rehearsal and one source makes me stress is i have to get ready with the question from media group in press conferences... im worry they will play a trick on my group...but finally they asked the question is simple for me....~.~ and in the same time i had a good comment from lecturer...^^ Thanks God~~

After that, i went back and sleep a whole night....then celebrated wei chung's birthday with him... and then, i went to 21st drinking with my friends...we discuss about ghost...is quite scary and fright...we drink and chit-chat until 3am and i was badly drunk and overnight in my friend's house...really shit..!

and the next day ( yesterday) i woke up on 8.30am then went back to my house and continue to sleep...is damn blur that time....and then i went to school on 11.3am but the class is ended on 12pm...i just went there and take an attendance...=.=

after that, i have to start rushing my web pages deisgn assignment...is quite challenging for grace khoo and me...i have to edit images up to 30 images for her in one night...but i havent finish yet now...continue tomorow...because i have no mood to edit images...im doing the assignment until now and no christmas countdown for me....everyone went to celebrate and somebody having a trip to genting or singapore... left me alone in a room and rushing for assignment...! FUCK ! and Bull Shit ! what the hell christmas eve i had !? And tomorow need to continue my assignment...! Friday morning i have to go back earlier and i need a meet with my sister ... don't know how she looks like and what the souvenir she bought for me from Bali and Sarawak...i think is useless for me as well...

Yesterday is Wei Chung's Birthday !! i wish he had a wonderful birthday and merry christmas !

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL !!!!!

Good Night and Have a nice dream ~~~

Emo

i feel that im emotional recently...
my friends telling jokes or laughing...
but i still have a smile...or just give a response...
i don't know what the hell is happened about me...
im rushing my assignment recently....
have some conflict with my classmate...
is suppose coorperate well....but the result is different...
i don't like the feeling with conflict...and lying people...
but i cant control the matter...but it is over...
well...im not trust to anyone in my class now..
just can believe myself....wanna be bad or good guy in class..?
just checking their action and planning the next step what should i do...

very emo and emo recently....
Don't like to talk, don't like to laugh...
juat like a dark cloud around me....
help me..~~~~

My 18th Birthday !!

my 18th birthday...
a birthday without family..
a birthday with many friends and family wishing...
thanks to them...
thanks to:Dad, Celine(eldest sister), Shirley(elder sister), Derren(younger brother), Z, Sue, Ck, Kk, Sengle, Agatha, Weichung, Yaya, Huingoh, Cj Kaigor, Jeff, TB5 Gangs-( Bro.Jinyuan, Bobo, Carmen, Elaine, Carmen, Yangting, Cheehong, Chooipeng, Xiaopei, Grace, Hongyun, Junjun, Pooiyeng, Shyn ) Miss Kavitha(my lecturer), Benson, Ganss, Jingel kaimui, Joseph, Kelvin, Kiajin, Poicia, Ritchic, Shunjing, Suwen, Wenglee, Wenxian, Yongheng, Jowy, Jacelyn, Jessica, warrior, Andrew, Swing, Xiaobudian, Desiree, Kinjun, Kei Mikeleong, ziyin, 俊杰, Michelle, Maliqha, 丰仔 and many more...thanks you all..!!Sorry for those i forget to mention...tell me..!!but you cant angry me..!hihi...^^

13-12-2008 night
Sue wanted giving surprise for me...hihi...i know some about her planing ..so i think what will be going on...anyway, thanks her...and my cool friends from hometown...ck, kk and sengle...they came to kampar and celebrated with me...happy...and they bought a cake and t-shirt + beach pants for me...thanks alot..!! i like it...while there was 12am sharp...my phone was busy...and i was busy to reply message and msn....be a busy man that time....after they back, sue n i went to 21st bistro drinking some...
sue said im drunk that time...she said im emotional..haha...really..? don't know...after that,we went to westlake and waiting for meteor rain..but i think is rumours..because there is nothing..=.=

14-12-2008
my birthday...first of all, i slept till 9am..then wakeup online...! there is nothing to do ...and boring... thanks to my kaigor,eventhought he is moody recently but he still called and wishing me twice...thank you..!!
after that, sue n i planned wanna go out ...but there is raining suddenly...shit..!! then the planning
canceled. After that, we cooked something to eat..hmm...the third time i have a big cook in kampar...of course the all food is nice..hoho..!!then at night, my TB5 gangs and i had a gathering in 21st too... we eat and drink..i had two cakes by them..thanks alot...and....this time i drink alot...feels abit faint and simply say nothing...all my friends keep laughing at me...=.= after that, we had a big group snapshot ...! And then, we wanna go to sing K ..but it is closed...so canceled....then we went to restaurant for supper...finally i feel better more after taking supper...haha..my friends worried about me that time...lolxx...so shame..around 2.30am...i went back to home normally and my friends expectation is fail..hihi...because they expected i will drunk when back home....finally nope..!hihi...
overall, my birthday is just like that....
a birthday with friends...
i will post the photo soon,sorry....because im so busy for last week and this next week....have to rush my assignment and presentation....

2 more days to go...

a birthday without family...
this is my first time will experince it soon ...
since i was a baby till now...i had 3 or 4 times birthday party only ( if i not mistaken )
my family culture which is they are not so concern about bierthday and all this thing...
my parents will bring me go to take a dinner and buying a cake celebrate with me this few years... i had my family celebrate my birthday with me every year...
2 more days to go...is my 18 years old birthday...it will makes me exciting and waiting for that day coming normally....but i din feel any exciting and happy now...
don ask me why..? i also don't know...
maybe there is many and many assignment are waiting for me...i don't have time to think and to feel it is coming...
and final is around the corner ... come on! allen..! you need to study hard start from now..!!
you cant be a loser..!
anywhere..., everything will be change after my 18 years old birthday..!
i got to sleep now...
night everyone...

at last, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Yew Hooi...my good friend we know each other since we was 13 years old...
i wish that he has a wonderful birthday at hometown...althought i cant celebrate with him now...apologize for that...
~Friendship Forever~

- My 18 years old birthday...is that going to celebrate with my family? But i wish... -

MADLY FUCK NIGHT

I REALLY HATE OTHERS MISUNDERSTANDING ME !
I HATE THEY THOUGHT I'M LAZY AND I DON'T WANT TO GO FOR DISCUSSION !
AND I DON'T KNOW ACTUALLY WHAT IS GOING ON ! I DON'T KNOW THEY GOT DISCUSSION TONIGHT !
AND ONE OF MY GROUP MEMBER SAID THAT SHE GOT INFORMED ME !
WELL ! BUT I DIN HEAR ANYTHING ABOUT THE DISCUSSION AND I DON'T KNOW AT ALL !
I REALLY HATE THE FEELING ABOUT OTHERS FAIL TO UNDERSTAND CORRECTLY ABOUT ME AND ABOUT THE PROBLEM !
SERIOUSLY I REALLY CANT TO ENDURE ABOUT THAT ! EVEN THOUGHT HOW TOLERANCE I HAVE !
I JUST CAN SAY THAT THIS IS NOT MY FALSE !
I DON'T KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT THE DISCUSSION !
WHAT THE F NIGHT I HAVE NOW !OMFG !

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- FOREVER FRIENDS -

- Forever friends -

I believe I can love
You give me your loving care
I believe in what we are
I don’t know where I would be
Without you staying with me
Sometimes, I’m lost in misery
You will take me all the way, I’m not afraid
Oh, you and me, hand in hand
To everywhere amazing
Be my friend, oh friend
We are forever friends
Oh baby, you give me all the love I need
You are the only one

I believe I can love
You give me your loving care
I believe in what we are
You will take me all the way, as day by day
Oh, you and me, hand in hand
To everywhere amazing
Be my friend, oh friend
We are forever friends
Oh baby, you give me all the love I need
You are the only one
You will take me all the way, as day by day
Oh, you and me, hand in hand
To everywhere amazing
Be my friend, oh friend
We are forever friends
Oh baby, you give me all the love I need
You are the only one

-By artist : 冯曦妤

I love this song very much...
The lyric is truly and deeply represent what i feel & what i want to say...
it represent what i think and what YOU and ME to be...
-FOREVER FRIENDS-

WHAT IS WEB PAGE DESIGN ?!

Today , Web Page Design....
well...., before that i think that web page design is a subject that i can handle very well in this sem...because i like to design...i like the feel when design something...
BUT....today i had a web page design test....it test all is theory and the syntax...
Oh My God...!! it almost make me die in exam...!!
while doing this the test...i really become more and more angry...because all this such things is useless for web page design...!
Hello..!! web page design is using our creative not only the theory...! Theory is just a thing that is dead and it really just a dead thing...! why we want to study the dead things ?! really make me feel mad about this...!
it make me become more and more to mad of it and i don like it anymore...!!sienzz...
creative to design a web page is called web page design...
how about if memories the theory of web page design? what is it? should it call web page design or web page study....?! hmmm....think about it....
overall for today web page design...is die..!!
I'M DEAD..! and im waiting for the punishment for it...."x"