Speechless Dying Wish

Speechless ~ what can I say is just speechless …
Everything come so surprise and scary … it makes me can’t handle in this moment …
I don’t know what the next step I should do … Keep Fighting for Exam or what?
Although I knew the answer but I still need to complete it …
How to tell them? Or I just keep silent? I don’t want they feel disappointed on me and give up on me …

But I make them disappointed in this time … I feel so sorry …
Why I have so many problems in my life? Why everyone can go smoothly except me?

Are they lucky or I’m the one unlucky? Speechless ~
If I know the answer early… maybe I can change it … but it is too late for me …
What can I do is just accepting what I get … nothing can do...
I cry hopelessly
Cause everything is too late for me
I cry silently
Cause makes them give up on me

Tomorrow is my deadline ...

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Finally my ...

Dying Wish:

I hope miracles besides on me right now …
Miracles can change my life.

Good luck, everyone ~ All The Best…