When I was your man

"One day, she will find someone who would love her soft smile (the one you thought was not the most beautiful) and her sweet laugh (the one you thought was not enough sexy). He would treasure her (unlike you), flaws and all, and would love the way her nose wrinkles whenever she’s deep in concentration (the one you thought was too childish). He would love the way she would call him “baby,” and how her hair would smell like strawberry and vanilla after every fresh bath. He would kiss her on the forehead (something you never did) and tell her good night, loving the way she would feel against him when they fall asleep.

And you would be left on the sidewalk, after the ending of another relationship, feeling oh-so-lonely and depressed, because you let someone as amazing as her go and knowing that you could never get her back fill your heart with empty callings of regret.

I told myself over and over again not to care whether or not you play any significant role in my life because you’re no longer a part of my life therefore you’re not anyone important. But I see you every where — in the shows we used to watch, in the food we used to eat, in the words we used to say — and I can’t fight the importance or impact you’ve already have on me. I’m tired of pretending like you don’t exist but I’m also tired of getting hurt by being acquainted to you. I shouldn’t care. I don’t want to care. But I do, and I kind of hate myself for it." - Nichole

It explains everything. It sings all my thoughts. It represents my feeling now. 

Yes. It just tear me down. heart breaks.

Same bed, but it feels just a little bit bigger now
Our song on the radio, but it don't sound the same
When our friends talk about you all that it does is just tear me down
Cause my heart breaks a little when I hear your name
And it all just sound like uh, uh, uh

Hmmm too young, too dumb to realize
That I should have bought you flowers and held your hand
Should have gave you all my hours when I had the chance
Take you to every party cause all you wanted to do was dance
Now my baby is dancing, but she's dancing with another man.

My pride, my ego, my needs and my selfish ways
Caused a good strong woman like you to walk out my life
Now I never, never get to clean up the mess I made
And it haunts me every time I close my eyes
It all just sounds like uh, uh, uh, uh

Too young, too dumb to realize
That I should have bought you flowers and held your hand
Should have gave all my hours when I had the chance
Take you to every party cause all you wanted to do was dance
Now my baby is dancing, but she's dancing with another man.

Although it hurts I'll be the first to say that I was wrong
Oh, I know I'm probably much too late
To try and apologize for my mistakes
But I just want you to know
I hope he buys you flowers, I hope he holds your hand
Give you all his hours when he has the chance
Take you to every party cause I remember how much you loved to dance
Do all the things I should have done when I was your man!
Do all the things I should have done when I was your man!    12210-11513