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Saturday, August 1, 2009

Assignments

ArHah! computer studies assignment hand up finally ...


Just waiting for presentation only ~ hehe! Love It ..


Marketing will be the next ! 70% completed 30% in the process ~


3/8 - the deadline .. Need to proceed it faster with correct ! Nomore Mistake ..


I got so many new post will be coming soon ~ Penang Trip , my sis wedding day , some of my lil

life journey , etc... Freaking busy recently ! No air , no air , no air ~


This is the CS assignments pics and the intro of the watch ~ enjoy it ...XD

The pretty simple poster for presentation ~

The advertisement for the watch .. Haha ~ damn ugly right ? XD

A intro movie for my assignment ~ (Thanks to Joshua who teach me some photoshop technic , he is a damn nice person ~ and his pic damn funny and cool ! )

Enjoy and give some comments ! ^v^

Friday, July 31, 2009

TB5 Back ; XiaoPei Birthday

Hoho~ back ...

ok, im damn busy in this week ...

No time to blogging ~

assignments, meeting, competition preparation, activities ...

im really a FULL TIME student ...

Full of time to do this such things ... student's things ...

Anyway, well , ok ...continue ~

Last saturday~


after i went back to kampar i straight went to my previous class 's gathering ...

TB5 ... almost all of the classmates and friends are attend ..so glad ...

we decided so long time .. one group wanna to go to Hotel and eat...

another group wanna to go to cafe ...

so which one ?! Finally , cafe ...

ooo ~ settled... we chit-chat and playing around ...

around 10:00pm we went to a small fun fair ... it is pretty small ... all for KIDS ...

zomg ! Not for Big man ... well ~ ok ! we go and play the throwing games ... damn funny

and finally i got a damn stupid things.. SEASHELL key chain ... WTH ! RM4 i got this ...~Fine !

after that, we went to howard garden playground there and chit chat again ! hoho .. everyone became so funny ! i can see the TB5 shadow ... we playing around ... sing songs.. acting ... damn syok!





11:30pm carmen, hongyun, jun liang and me ... went to a silent garden and busying for xiaopei birthday surprise...actually her BF wanna to give her a surprise !

we plan for so long ... and design the process the trick... we decorate the place with her BF ...

hmmm..damn sweet ! so romance ..!! and then 12.00am celebrate with xiaopei ! Happy Belated Birthday , Xiaopei !!


Wednesday, July 29, 2009

This is The Bus.

This is the bus i take ..
Lolxx... many weirdo and "Mat lat lou" ..
>.<
The bus is very "good" ~
nature wind ~
hard , rock seat ~
the whole distance like sitting on massage chair ~
Wow ! amazing (WTF..)
Can the bus company buy a better bus for customers?
why others bus go to ipoh got air-con , we don't have?
the seat hard like a rock ~ sit till my buttock flat d ..
i think the cushion broke since my parents generation till now ..
why no repair ?
what a troublesome bus ..
but i have to take it back to Kampar too ~
Grrrrr~
( Bus ticket wanna to raise the price? real or not? ... )
Hmmm ~ before i went back to Kampar last saturday..
i had a lunch with my brother and Sue in OLD TOWN ..
Ermm... the foods so so ~ But the price Not so so ..
It is quite expensive..
But i love the choc drink ..
and its Booklet ..
so old style ..
some snapshoot on that day ..
everyone wears look so " cincai " ~
hmmm .. don't know why some teenagers need to wear till so exaggerate like going to some event dinner or what ...
so weird ..=.= just a lunch or hangout only what..
need to wear like a peacock and makeup ..?
ZOMG ~
God Bless ..
hmmm...after my lunch i went back to Kampar evening .. by bus ...
the story still continuing~
Stay Tuned !

Sunday, July 26, 2009

射手座终极分析 (Copy from others blog ..xo )

乐观与忧愁:射手座人的内心不是外表看上去那么乐观的,因为喜欢看的远,容易担忧的事情也就多,在他们的字典里,即使现在好,也不一定代表未来好,有时候很多人觉得很好的一个工作或一个伴侣,他们很轻易的就会放弃掉,可能只是因为一个毫不起眼的小原因。所以,这样的外在表现,就让人们觉得他们不喜欢被某件事情或某个人束缚住,追求自由的,没有压力的感觉。现实:常说射手座是追求梦想的人,但往往忽略了他们现实的一面,算计起来不会比处女座差哦,只是更高明更隐藏罢了。射手座人的梦想是必须建立在现实的基础上的,一般他们很少谈及自己的梦想,而是实际的去做一些向梦想靠拢的事情。如果可以借巧力完成的事情,决不会多花一点工夫。所以有时候射手座也容易给人耍小聪明的感觉。可是,不得不承认他们完成的还满不错。也许终其一生,他们都在考虑怎么巧妙的做一些事情,花最少的精力去达到最好的效果。所以,很多射手座看上去让人们会觉得很懒,但是其实他们的大脑可没有停下过思考现实的事情。

拒绝低俗:几乎所有的射手座内心都是骄傲的,其程度绝不亚于狮子座。只不过他们不会显现在脸上,外在的表现总是随和的,恰当的。可是内在有着极强的自尊心,敏感也情绪化。因为射手座人心中是骄傲的,所以他们拒绝低俗,不喜欢任何俗气的、粗鲁的事或人。如果可以,他们希望一切有关的事物,都是优雅的、高尚的,值得品味的。而真正能让他们觉得值得交朋友或谈恋爱的人是很少的,虽然表面上他们是很随和的。多情:很多人说射手座多情,尤其是男性。

其实在射手座人的心目中,对于爱情确实有理想化的倾向,和他们谈恋爱,是一件高难度的事情。他们非常讨厌俗气的人,所以你不能很物质或喜欢谈钱,但是他们又很现实,所以你不能一文不名,各方面也必须有一定的实力。物质与精神,你必须平衡的刚刚好,才让他们觉得你值得去爱。或者,你有足够的神秘感,可以让他们不知道你的缺点在哪里,而盲目的爱你。一般,当然是没有完美无缺的人的,所以,可能象金牛座这样永远会让射手感觉捉摸不透的闷闷的人,会非常吸引他们;或者象双子那样,足够机智,懂得察言观色,捕捉他们的情绪,才会让他们感觉到爱情的甜蜜。一般射手的感情模式是,第一阶段,你们还不熟悉,他(她)爱上了你,非常热情。第二阶段,你们逐渐熟悉,而他(她)开始龟毛,整天挑剔你的毛病,无论是背地里还是当面。如果你有幸通过他(她)的挑剔过程,基本挑剔出的毛病为零或者你把缺点保密的非常好;那么进入第三阶段,他们就又是忠诚和热情的爱人了。但是基本能通过第二阶段的人非常少,所以有了射手多情一说。其实射手对恋人的挑剔,是源于对爱情的挑剔,对丧失自由感的恐惧。射手座人的人生,往往是幸运的,因为他们是聪慧的、明朗的、通透的。与众不同,也许是他们终生追求的梦想,希望每一个射手人,可以找到他们的梦想!

人人都说射手座是感情的骗子,对爱情不尊重,只追求片刻的快感,是花心与冲满欲望的象征。朋友们… 你们了解射手座最真实的一面吗?射手座是大孩子,天真与善良,遇到爱情时,可能让人感觉不认真,付出的比谁都少。可是,知道吗?射手座很想爱,却也很怕爱!刚开始他们只是慢慢的付出,谨慎的爱,好怕自己会受伤。可是在一句一句的爱,一天一天的相处下,射手座把带刺的防备丢掉,开始不顾一切的去爱他们所爱的人,在别人眼中,只是射手座为了达到某种目的而作的行动。可射手座不介意,他会在自己幸福的想象中陶醉,希望对方能感受自己的爱,想对方觉得与自己一齐是幸福的。在射手座爱上了一个人,他会把自己放到最后。有苦自己承担,可能会因为吵了一场小架而不开心,却也是最快认错,无论谁的错,他们都会包容,知道吗?射手座会因为深爱一个人而原谅他的背叛,会因为你的一句话付出很多。他们爱玩,在玩的同时,也希望把那一份好心情带给你,射手座是乐观的。

人们总觉得射手座的世界很快乐,可是呢?射手座难过时没有人知道,他不想让别人可怜自己,射手座不坚强,可是很善良。在你难过时哄你开心,让你有依靠,分手后,他会哭者去想属于你们俩幸福的回忆,也不想爱的人因为同情而勉强和他一齐。他比谁都希望自己爱的人快乐幸福,却常常忽略了自己,全身都是伤也笑着告诉你,我很好不用担心。在所有人看到他的笑容以为他没事,却不知道失恋对射手座有多大伤害,华丽的外表下有一颗脆弱的需要别人了解和安慰的心。知道嘛?你的一点关心,心思细腻的射手座会记得你对他的好,把自己的爱毫无保留的送给你,射手座是不被了解的,可他们不会怨谁。他们会傻傻的认为,让我承担吧,别让别人也受到伤害。所以,不要让快乐的射手座痛苦,别让他们最有魅力的笑容成为掩饰痛苦的伪装,认真爱射手座。

Saturday, July 25, 2009

Reply to Tough Life

When you feel your life is tough which means this is the time you have to learn a new life lesson ..
How to communicate with others althought you hate the person ?
How to have a fate smile to face with the person that you hate ?
Everything you need to do start from now ~ It is all new for you ..
It is a lesson .. you should go through with it ~
You shouldnt say " Don want " .. there is no choice ~ you have to face it ..
yeah ! i know there is something happened and you are unhappy to face it .. But you SHOULD to face it ~
If "oom" treats you so bad , you treat him back more bad and do more fierce than him ..
But you must smiling to face infront of him .. what skills he used , what skills you all use and treat the same thing with him ..
This society is unfair nowadays .. nomore goodness to treat others, and you get the same treat by others .. especially for those who like the "oom"( a oom that you know ..)
What a suck pity skill the "oom" used ... useless for me ( if im the same class with you all ) ..of course i will do the same thing and get others commiserate ~ and he will be a useless CR is the class ..
Don worry ... everything will be fine , ok ?
You just do your best right now .. good luck for your test later ~
Good Night !

Thursday, July 23, 2009

Continue - 2econd Day At Penang ~

2econd Day at Penang ~
15/5/2009
Well, since my sister got a meeting at school in the morning...
so, i decided to drive her car lepak the whole USM ...
the first time drive the car go here and there in the school area...
i almost lost my way... luckily i still can remember my sister meeting place ...
ok... after her meeting , we went to take our lunch with her friend in an indian restaurant ...
they using the banana leaf to be the plate and we just eating like that ...without plate..using banana leaf..haha~
the curry is quite nice and spicy ... Hot & Spicy !
and the yogurt drink ... homemade... lol...Nice too ~


After this , we went to Siam temple and BEACH !! my lovely place ~...
oppps !... no pictures now ~ will upload soon ...k?
Stay Tuned ~
Busying for assignment recently ... BUSY BUSY LIFE !

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

A Silent Road : we fly with the owl

Hoho~
Fly with The owl with Jonathan just now ...
aha! actually we went out to eat because..
i feel like wanna to eat something, but then im not hungry...
so weird ~ such a weirdo ...
we took our supper / breakfast at ghany ...
eat and chit chat at there~
wow ! i saw many "Ma Lat Lou " sitting at there ...
and what is their topic...?
omg ! all is the XXX things ...
They're so disgusting ...vomit ~
wow! midnight ..feel windy and peace...
the road so silent , so dark ....
like ~~~
but it is still funny ...
both of us did a stupid activities again ~
damn funny ...
night ..!
ciao ~
(well, Don be so sad - S . what we want to friend with some knowledgable person ...
not those who are act cute or childish person .. so, whatever ~)

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

The Body Shop Marketing

The Body Shop ...
yeah ... i need to do this company for my marketing assignment ...
well... i think the Body Shop is a quite good skin care and cosmetic company ...
they always leading to a natural way to beauty...
About their marketing ... arh ~
anyone can provide some comments or ideas for me ...??
i need their marketing plan ...

The Body Shop assignment damn complicated ~

Morning Work

Morning , everyone ~
yeah ... 5.10am now but i still keep doing my assignments ...
7.50am go to school by bus ~ take breakfast with yang tiang ...
10am lecture class ... 1pm pratical class ... 2pm Finish !
But my work not finish yet ...
damn annoying ~ damn stress ...
should i believe with someone++ ?
oh, for my experience ..i cant believe ~
Someone++ cant make me to rely on ...
so rely on myself ~
i really hope that i can see a rainbow after the rain ...
get what i mean?

abit tired, abit sleepy ...
But it is still have many to wait me ...
By the way, Thanks to Sue always encourage me and console me when im down ...
She helps me alot ~

ahha ! start to do my work again ...
Tired ~
marketing assignment ...omg ~
i have sent an email to lecturer ... But ~
no reply me ...
omg ~ can be effective abit ?
im waiting for your answer ... everything suck there and cant continue ...
Haiz ~ please reply me asap !! i need your comment and i deas ...
omg ~ damn mad ~
Grrrrr...!!

Friday, July 17, 2009

The First day at Penang Island

I went to Penang on my sem break ...
The first time i go to Penang By bus ...haha
14/5/09 Lol..yeah, i know it is abit late to post ...sorry~
>.<
Well, i went there and it is going to rain ...
But i like the weather like that ...~ windy ~
This is the first day i arrived to Penang...

Hoho, coconut drink ... damn nice ...

and it is FRESH !

The stall is at the roadside ...

but many peoples go and buy ...

especially Summer season , Hot like Hell ~

Well, This is the first day i arrived to Penang ...

and the photos ...

Stay Tuned !

Thursday, July 16, 2009

A Messy Table with messy weeks



A messy table for messy weeks...

Haixx... i feel messy and busy in this two weeks ...

exam , exam , assignments , assignments ...~

Hell ! Just finished the two tests and need to rush my assignmentsssss .... Urgh !

I need a Techno dance or some locking and popping dance for my song ...

Anyone knows ? i wanna to learn dancing but i have no friends there ... except Jason .. Well, he is quite good in dancing ... but im just like ducking hands and legs ~ lolxx... by the way, im not so satisfied about the teaching style by student...

Ermm... they're just like go there and show off their ability ... =.= ..So , what the new students do ? Just knowing one or two steps per week and sitting there watching their show ... =.=...

Next month will be my exciting month ! i will meet up others great and cool competitors in UKM ~ the first experience and a nice experience ... How Nice it is ! i like to know more people around me ... but then they must be friendly ,or else im so suffer to talk with them ... Good Luck ! God bless ...

Assignmentsssss around me recently ... OMG ! i hope i can pass up on time ... or else i will die ... but i still wanna to take some times out to practise the song and dance ... i hope i can be handle it well ...~ Time Management is Important Now !

gonna to sleep soon ~ Nitezzz !

(Panda appear ~... )

A Simple Dish , A Simple Spaghetti


Woohoo~ last sunday i went back to hometown and i cooked a Homemade Spaghetti ...
Lolzzz.. since the first time i cooked it and it is just simple and nice(i think..) ...
It was my last sunday lunch ... it got some mushrooms ,hotdog and fish balls ... haha, weird right ?
and the pasta sauce with some slice mushrooms...
hoho ~ i added a little of butter on the pasta there after cooking ... so it tastes like abit greasy ..
Keke ! the first time make for my brother and it was his lunch that day ... i invited Sue to come over my house to taste it too ...After that, she fetch me went out to Giant to buy my stuff ~
Lolx ... a Simple Pasta , a Simple Lunch ~ It looks ok ? >.<

Monday, July 13, 2009

Struggling Week

Uggghhh ~

mid-term around the corner !

two subjects , two days ...

tomorrow and wednesday !

ish ~

assignment season now ...

Com studies assignment pass up on week 8 (next week ) and marketing on 1 August ...(week 10 )

but i didnt start to do the marketing yet ...~

Shit ~

Someone can produce me some info of "The Body Shop" ...?

help me ~

cant sleep tonight ..

have to struggle !!
(Missu , Missu )

Friday, July 10, 2009

Simple Facial Treatment : Save Cost

Facial treatment with glair just now...
The first time using this to apply to my face ...
abit smelly ... but effective ...
the original facial treatment method ...
i will using pearl powder apply to face
and
cucumber place slides on eyes the next time...
My face and my dark circles become so terrible that i cant accept ...
i miss my Face !
It is save cost ...!

Thursday, July 9, 2009

Thanks and Sorry

Everything settled ~
I don know this case was became so serious ...
And i don want to see this ending ~
Why it was happened like this ?
What can i say is ...
So sorry and Thanks alot ~
I don know how to handle it well
without hurt each others ...
And i really hope it is a happy ending ~
my dream come true ?
I Beg you all ... don be like this ...
or else i will feel so sad ...
Thanks everyone
&
So Sorry, Everyone ~
A Messy Night ~
A Sadness Night .
Be a Tough Man .
Rely On Myself .

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

Regard My Life , Respect My Life

Can you don always self-assertion !
Please repect others ... !
You Never know How To Repect Others !
WTF !
self-assertion may makes others die very soon !!
I got my life planning, my principle !
Don irritating me !
i say NO, means NO ~
im such a person who are very regard my lifestyle !
No
No
No!!
Gonna be crazy ~ !!
I
NeeD
RespecT
so
Please
Respect
My
Decision
!!

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Busy vs Glad

Haiz ... i really become like a zombie now ...


assignment , assignment , assignment ...


Busy to edit ~


Bored .....


Help me !!!





lolxx... found this in FGS web site just now ...


hehe ~ glad ! keke ~


i will do more better than before !


Gambateh , poicia & AhFeng ...






Keep Going To Busy ~



Friday, July 3, 2009

BrB

Going Back To Hometown Today ~
Waiting for Taxi coming
&
Sitting the Dirty Bus ...
Arrrrgggg ...

Thursday, July 2, 2009

Systematic Abit , PLEASE !

What the Stupid Bus Schedule ?!

So irritating and confused !!

can their work more systematic abit ?!

Why they changing it Everytime ?!

Can fix it ?

What the Hell !

If the bus schedule keep going like this ..

i rather dont want go to school !!

How suffer to go to school ?!

Need to check it everytime ~

Need to wait the bus come ~

How Hot NOW !

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

Raining Night + Creative = Love IT !

Latest Project ~ allensecret.blogspot.com ... L0LxXx...
Raining night ~ windy ...
so nice to sleep ~
How Nice !
finally have a longer time rain here ~
feel cold ...
feel good ...
Assignment season again !
hmmm ... have to start to do ~
if not , not enough time to complete it even it is easy ...
They need creativity ~
CREATIVE & LOGICAL
Have to struggle again ~


CREATIVE FOR IT !
I LOVE IT !


- Sweet Dream -








Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Pics ~ uploaded.

We took pictures while waiting for result announcement section ...
Three of us ..AhFeng , Poicia & Me ..


All From UTAR ~






Took pictures with other participants ~
She is Yunis .. she is from ipoh .. form six ...

She can sing very well ! So shock ! Of course, she got the chance to the next round qualifying competition too ~


They are from Taiping ~

Monday, June 29, 2009

Happy ? But embarrassed ...

Came back from the competition ~
wow ! everyone has a nice voice and talent !!
So Geng !!!!!! Shock !!!
Secondary group participants so cool ... they have their talent or even better than others ...
this is the first year of this program running ~
“人间音缘校园歌唱比赛”
im so surprise and happy
because i can enter the second round qualifying competition ...
actually im so embarrassed about that ~
because i didnt sing that well ...
plus i got no so much of voice to sing ~
you all did a good job ...
and i enjoy in this competition ...
Thanks God ~

Sunday, June 28, 2009

Go Away !! SORE THROAT & COUGH !!

OMG !! i have no voice now !!!
How to sing later !!???
Shit !! Crises now , why all this thing happened to me ?!
i cant sing to high key now !!
OMG !! what is happening !!?
Grrrr~ Help me !!
Save me !!
God Bless me later ...~
i hope i have a nice perform on the stage
good result in this competiton ..
i wish ...
God Bless ...

Thursday, June 25, 2009

W980i or W595

W980i or W595 ?
both function are almost the same
but styling totally different
So which one ?
Which one better ?

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Back To Busy Mode

Back to busy mode again !!
Assignments and examination ...
so Rush !
Arrrgggghhhhh !
no transport is really unconvenient here !
everything need help by others...
SHIT !
How unconvenient
How annoy
How tired
...................
Assignment session ...
hope that i can pass it ...
God Bless ~

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Korean Drama Completed !

Completed !
i watched it finally ~
4 days to completed it ..
25 episodes it has !
hoho ~ pretty and handsome personators ~
The story is quite similar with taiwan version ..
i really like their fashion style ..
so nice and fashinable ..
I Love It !
Simple and nice !
But impossible wear in Malaysia ..
Because it is hot here !
But i still love it ~
So admire the foreigners ..
4 seasons they have ~
they can wear different style in different season ~
cool , man ! ~
Well , i love the movie and i didn't skip any scene when i watching it ..
The First Time i didn't skip !
lolxx~overall it is a nice drama ..

Monday, June 15, 2009

Unlucky Day To Get Injured !

Both legs get injured !
Get injured ~
scald ! it is hurt ~




WTF !! what the hell is going on ? i get injured early morning ...
well ~ it makes me feel tired ..
fall down from motorbike ~both legs get injured.. PAIN ! but luckily it is a small case ... God Bless ~
my friends fetch me back and my housemate ( Sue ) helps me to apply medicine ~
Thanks them .

Sunday, June 14, 2009

Bored Night

Raining just now . NICE !
BRAVO !
Not that hot now ~
Alone at home and boring ..
So ...
i took some weirdo pic ~
Take a look ...
haha

Multiplex ``

Pity cry ~

Stupid Weirdo !

Eidolon Or Monster ?



I miss my previous face .. so i better defilade it .
Boring Night ~ Sick Night !
(hope will be fine ~ )










Thursday, June 11, 2009

Around The Corner

Woohoo ~ something special around the corner ..
but i still struggling for it ..
thinking and doing ~
headache ... but happy ~
what i can do for her big day just a lil thing ..
what i give her is just a slideshow ..
no present for her .. sorry ~
Hope she will have a happy married life .
Struggling ~

Monday, June 8, 2009

Stupid Neighbour AGAIN !!

Gosh ! The Fucking noisy husband and wife start to yaff again !!
It was so noisy just now ...
What The Hell ! Can They Stop It ?!
they're so freaking noisy ~ Grrrrrrr !
I wanna kill them if can !
What the stupid culture they have ?!
No culture at all !!
Long time ago since sem one ...
The " Stupid Old Monster " (old ahpek) was ride a very noisy motor ...
He makes all my housemates and me cant sleep well and force to wake up early morning !!
I really hate that !! WTF !
after sem one we didn't hear that noisy sound as well ...
i hope it will not happen again .. or else His motor will be bicycle !!
Once they Yaffing , I will Bang my door hadly !
They thought the whole building nobody bide is it?
Shut up la !!

Friday, June 5, 2009

Benefaction


DiGi is hoping to raise RM150,000 in 30 days for charities in the community.
I Vote Already... !!
You ?
Action Now ! Benefaction Now !

Thursday, June 4, 2009

Congratulation ~ Gac.


Congratulation, Gac !!
so happy for you ..
You won !!
Champion !!!
Keep It up !
God bless ~

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Crash !

Haiz ~
It is a chance for me ...
LPC told me that my senior searching for a vocalist for his competition ...
i really intersted on it .. But ...
It crash the date with my sister wedding ... ish ~
So ~ i cant attend the competition althought it is a nice thing comes to me ...
anyway , Good Luck to my senior ...
All Da Best ~

A Great Meal for A Great Day

Everything settled yesterday ..
A great day today ..
of course i should have a great meal in this morning ..
a cup of hot milo and a fried egg..
Simple and Nice ..
Will going to Gym later ..
Keep Fit !!

Monday, June 1, 2009

A Tiny Village, A Big Big Voice

A heaven voice from a small village ..

She is Susan Bolye ..

She really has an amazing voice .. as a voice from heaven ..

i watched it so so so many and many times ..

She is so amazing ! she is the Hot Topic for the whole world ~

Don't Judge A Book By Its Cover ..

Fantastic !!


Enjoying ~


Britains Got Talent 2009-susan bolye



&


Susan Boyle Britains Got Talent Semi Final 2009



So sorry because Embedding disabled by request ...

HK Drama : Tell The Truth


watched this nice HK drama ...

It is describe about a successful women in a town ...

How she undergo when problems come ... and makes decisions ..

about justicial and helpful ..


Cool ~


Tomorrow will be going to tell the truth ...

This is the time and i cant keep it ..

i really worrying now ..


can i handle it ?

can he afford it ?

is it so suffer for him ?


so many questions are spin my head right round ..

How should i tell him ?

i will spoil his hope after that ..

HOW?


Truth will come out anyway ..


THIS IS MY FALSE !

I ADMIT .




Sunday, May 31, 2009

Whats Up ~


Im back from KL just now ~

Back to Normal Life ~

Errrrrrrrr....~

Friday, May 29, 2009

X around ~

Going to KL later ...
Stay tuned !

Thursday, May 28, 2009

Up Coming Post~


Whats my feeling this few days ?

Being lazy & lazy this few days ..
Oh no ~ time of stress for me recently ..
i really unlike "the" system .. it is really messy ..
What the ... ! Can they really have a good communicate with each other ?
They make us feel so faint about that .. Which one is true and which one is false ?
They are not so sure now .. Gosh !
Are they really eat money to alive ? Shiiiiiiiiittttt ... ~
Annoying ~ !
Next monday will be a cloudy day for me ..
Started my new challenge & new study style ..
Grrrrrrr !
" Ghost Period " is belongs to me now ~ Why not "him" ?
I miss the chance ~ and i not regret ..
I accept ...
God bless me and Good luck !
Bless Bless Bless ...
What happened to MSN ?
Why i cant sign in all the time ?
really lost contact with my friends already ...
A weirdo appear on my friend's blog ..
=.= it is really makes me feel funny ... He/She is really stupid childish ~
anyway ... my name is non of the person business ... lol ~ really bull shit ..~
Peace !
- New Started , New Challenge -

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Tummy Out After This !

I had a steamboat dinner with my buddies - (kk, sue, ck, jonathan, sengle & alvix) last friday ..
It is quite reasonable for students especially like us ~
There got so many foods to serve .. but some not so fresh huh ..
The bake lamb like RUBBER ! ~ how to eat ..
But overall is ok for me .. ^.^
- Crazy Full After This , All Tummy Be Back ! -
~(Penang Trip post under construction . Will post later ..)

Monday, May 25, 2009

Result < 10%

I cant sleep well ..
I got one more try ..
A last chance later ..
im so struggling about that ..
But i know the chance rate is low .. <10%
But i still need to try .. i have to try to appeal ..
The last chance .. my last hope ..
i do not tell my dad about that because i don't want him
disappointed again ..
All i have to swallow and restrain oneself ..
After this , i just accept what i got and give up ..
everyone will go to register later .. But me?
still struggling to appeal ..
I have to put down all my pride later ..
This is what i unlike .. but i still have to do ..
I accept my poor luck ..
I accept every bad things happened to me ..
I accept the result i got ..
I accept what God give me ..
This is what i can do ..
Follow the flow as my friend said ..
more effort, less expectation as sister said ..
Im mad to face all this .. But i still want to face ..
Im tired to settle all problem .. But i still need to settle ..
i need more endurance than others ..
to accept who im ...
Even though i put more and more effort ..
but still the same ..
on the other hand ,
outsider will think that im playful but actually not ..
This is what im hurt and i hate ..
i really hate misunderstand ..
Smiling everyday but different inside ..
Have to stand up and walk my long journey ..
Be tough to alive ..!
- good luck everyone , happy reopen school -

Friday, May 22, 2009

Night At The Museum 2 Coming Now !

Night at the museum 2 is damn nice and funny !
i watched This with sue and jonathan just now ...
The action is so Funny and humour !
haha ... This time Lincoln and Amelia are appear too !
so cool ! so many new roles and characters add in !
Must WATCH This !

Kl-sunway for one day ~

Yeah ..what i mentioned last few post that i went to kl as my trip ...


lol... im lazy to touch up and i make a video clip here ...


i went to Sunway with my mom, brother-in-law(soon!) and siblings...


we went there to hunt for some nice shirt to attend my sister wedding ...


my brother ... omg! haha ... he is very captious... he choose for his clothes for two days ... lol ...


Geng ! but then i also went to try some nice shirt and capture photo... keke !


i enjoy this trip and im appreciate it ~






Thursday, May 21, 2009

One Year Ago


one year ago ... you told me ...

im so happy and waiting that time...

3 months later ... you console me and im still waiting ...

3 months later again ... you told me will be late ... im still can endure ...

till now ... i really hopeless and speechless ...

the hope is really frail and tiny ... i give up ...

i don't want to play ...

This game is not Fun at all ... it is not funny ...

and of course i will think another way to solve my recent problem ...

i give up and i wont waiting anymore ... im tired to wait ... and tired to dream ...

Thanks for giving me a nice DREAM ... i appreciate this Dream ... and i don't want to wait ...

Anything, Up to you ...

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

a Bird in the cage try to fly

" Dangerous " ?!
omg ... pls ... don always like that ...
i need to grow up ... i need to do something new ...
im not the glass toy or what ...
yeah yeah ... i know take care of me ...
But then we need to grow up ...
im not the bird in the cage ...
we need to try everything ...
1 word " Dangerous " ....
stay there and cannot to do everything ...
Everything we do also can be dangerous ...
even walk ... or eat ... right?
let me try to do ... can ?
Grrrrrrr !!

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Mature to ACCEPT .

Back from Penang yesterday ...
The Day After Tomorrow ...
Everytime got a surprise for each others ...
What you expect and different you get ...
But my expectation is right ... Is the same i get with it ...
Nothing Surprise ... just disappointed and frustrated ...
The hope is FRAIL ... so Just BELIEVE ...
" There can be miracles when you believe ... "
Really ..? don't know ...
IT is hard to endure ... but i still can adapt ...
Not a Little Boy anymore ...
Be mature to learn more ...

Saturday, May 16, 2009

Be Aware , Go Away !

Penang island now !
The third night here ...
Enjoying ~
Take care you all , guys ...
i sick d...T.T
so SHIT !
i heard the SERIOUS SICK is coming to Penang recently ...
it is DANGROUS !
pls BE AWARE of your personal hygiene ~

Thursday, May 14, 2009

Piss Around At Penang !

3 hours to go ~

Came back from kl and start my new journey to Penang ..

wow ! nice life i like ...

Penang i coming !

hmmm... i hope i will have a nice trip at Penang ~

Thanks sister... she planned a whole schedule for me d...

a full time trip ~ hehe ...



i hope i can enjoy a whole trip ...

Haiz ... every sem break i will sick once ...

i don't know why ...

Grrrrrrrrr~

This time is sore throat ...

I hate sore throat ! it makes me cant eat every spicy things ...!

yesterday ... i feel my body temperature raising...

so i quickly go to 7eleven when back form Sue house and bought a panadol and fisherman ...

i worry to sick ... but im fine now ... No fever but sore throat ............ Grrrrrrr....OMG !

anyway ... no matter what i still want to go to Penang !


Have to pack my luggage now ..~

see you all , guys !

Missu , miss u all ...


Piss around at Penang ! hehe !






(p/s: see you and miss you ... i will take care myself and take care yourself ...)